#so it feels like cheating almost
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putting him under a microscope rn while im waiting
#wow this blog exists#bfb roboty#roboty#ik its probably not idfb 2. theres no way theyd even try reviving it after all these years#also unrelated but i still like. beat myself up over making roboty more expressive whenever i draw him#bc i feel like im missing. the point of his character#so it feels like cheating almost#but whatever its dumb lmao
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hi! hope you’re having a good day/night. wondering if you had any tip for achieving phosphorescence/fluorescence with colored pencils? i’ve been getting back into drawing after a long art block and wanted to draw some glow in the dark toys but i’ve been struggling to give a good actual green glow on a dark background. thought i’d ask since you’re incredible with colored pencil!
oh prismacolor neon colored pencils are perfect for this, they only have 3 colors (orange, yellow, and pink) but i think this is the closest thing to what ur describing that ive used in my own art
some of these are more subdued than others, i blend the neon color and a regular color (the neon pencils also have harder lead so are good for blending with) it creates this really nice underglow that i cant achieve with the regular colors. the more subtle ones have less of the neon color blended in and the brighter ones have more. the neon colors are really bright and vibrant it surprised me the first time i used one. my scanner does not pick up neon colors tho (idk if all scanners are like that) so I have to photograph the art instead whenever i use neon colors
im sure other brands have neon colors u can do this with (and other mediums too) this is just what i do
#the neon green in the second to last one is just a regular light blue color mixed with neon yellow#they dont actually have a neon green color#prismacolor electric blue is the closest color they have to a neon blue but its not really neon#mixing neon colors with regular colors is awesome i def reccomend trying it#you can use it in art you wouldnt expect to have neon colors you just blend a little in to give it a slight glow#it doesnt read to your eyes like neon it just has an effect where it looks a bit unreal and dreamy almost#it feels a bit like cheating lmao it can enhance a drawing so much so easily its kinda magic#ive tried it with paint before but it was kinda cheap so wasnt the best result but still cool#ill likely buy some better quality neon paint to try this in paintings more#art help
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y'all ever think abt how it was julie having the affair and it is even said multiple times that she was the one who left him, yet wilson was still the one who left their home and moved in with house. like. he couldn't bear to stay in their home alone. he immediately ran to house and stayed on his couch for weeks. suffered through his pranks and his laziness and his manipulation. telling him he wants him gone while sabotaging his attempts to leave. and he only left once he got a girlfriend again.
#chyanne speaks#house md#hilson#hate crimes md#gregory house#james wilson#i think his inability to be alone is such an interesting quality of his that isnt touched on enough#like yes we all haha at his long string of unsuccessful relationships but we dont talk abt it all stemming from his inability to be alone#his first wife leaves him and then he remarried quickly#he cheats on the second wife and remarries quickly#the third wife cheats on him and leaves him and he immediately moves in with house#and then starts dating a patient and immediately moves in with her#but!!! then he moves into the hotel and is alone for like almost a year! and honestly he NEEDED IT#bc GROWTH happened in that year and he meets someone who doesn't fit his M.O. who breaks away from the mold#although he does immediately move in with her too but still. amber was different. she was the step in the right direction#and then she dies.#and then wilson throws himself into the left field. everything needs to change. he's spent so long fearing being alone.#so he tries to leave so he is completely and totally alone without house to fall back on#but house needs him. he needs him too much. they need each other too much.#and he falls back to house again. and he's content that way. he's always the most content when he's with house. always feels the least alone#and then sam comes back into his life and ruins e v e r y t h i n g#he falls right back onto those old patterns. kicks house out and moves her in. and then what happens??? of course??? she leaves him. again.#and then he's alone again and it hurts. he gets a cat that we only hear about twice and then never gets brought up again#but wilson has his kitty. he has house. he's not alone. he can be content.#and then house fucks everything up. he goes to prison. wilson is alone again.#im honestly SHOCKED that wilson didnt remarry in that year they were apart but he was rly trying to change!#he was working on himself and trying to make changed he thought would be good for him#and then house comes back. and house won't LET wilson be alone. he wont leave him alone.#and it's exactly what wilson has been yearning for since the day he drove that car into cuddys house#and in the end. as long as he had house that was all that mattered. as long as he had house he wasn't alone.
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raise your hand if you married and had children with your first SO (started dating circa. 13/15 years old)
bonus points if you weren't allowed to pass on your cultural heritage to your children and gave up your sense of identity beyond motherhood
if you accomplished nothing significant past the age of 15 you get a prize (divorce)
#katara liberation front#katara#anti kataang#antikataang#zutara#more so zutara relevant#i feel like this whether zuko is in the picture or not#katara was done dirty and we all know it#cheating zutara au? nahhh divorce his ass and do not look back#i almost perfer those AUs to the 'kata@ng never happened' ones#then katara never has any guilt over not giving him a chance
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I am quite cheesed to see you getting into Blazblue, SolRadguy…the cheese is GOUDA!!! Because it’s so cool!!!!! Susano’o seems like a character you’d like, for a variety of reasons.
Full disclosure, I always associated you with Iron Tager…For good reasons though!! He’s tall and red with spiky hair! Plus he wears sunglasses and has demon blood in him! Sounds kind of like you, with your tallness and sunglasses and blood, and such. You’re not very magnetic though, that I know of
Also, I feel like you could do his j.C.
Iron Tager seems cool!! I don't know much BB lore outside of surface level Ragna and Taokaka stuff, but Tager is shaped like a friend. I trust him
Unfortunately, I've never been one for grappler characters, so I dunno if I'd ever play him much 😔
#asks#I tend to play rushdown or whatever tf HOS and Susano'o are with their slower movement but runaway train-like buttons#And shoto. I guess. I GUESS.#HOS is more fun than Sol but obvs he's not in every GG so I play Sol. Who is arguably a shoto...#It's funny though because if you learn Sol you also learn like every red-coded fighting game protagonist ever#Ragna and Ken were as easy to pick up as a feather. It almost feels like cheating haha#WELL. I guess if you want to get REALLY technical I played Terry in Smash Ultimate before I got into GG#So Terry Bogard was baby's first shoto main
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Speaking of GNC AF grandpas, I’d like everyone to meet mine.
The most bisexual sitter of all time, OG Gay Liberation activist and Unitarian Universalist Minister, Rev Randall Lee Gibson III.
Found this photo today while looking for a good one to put on a sign for our local Pride March this weekend.
Shout out to everyone else out there with bisexual and cunty grandpas.
And RIP Randy, you were a true original.
#He was a wild dude by all accounts#I didn’t know him very well because he was very old by time I was around#as you can probably tell because this photo was taken in 1971 and he’s already starting to come into his Grandpa vibes#his church -the Charles St Meetinghouse in Boston - was pretty instrumental to the gay rights movement in Boston#he held the first meeting ever gay dance in Boston there and also had a housing program for queer youth and a newspaper#very proud to be the grandson of an OG#even if he did do hella acid and cheat on his wife#we can’t all be perfect#honestly I feel like it’s a good reminder that activists didn’t used to be squeaky clean#like this man had inarguably correct opinions on almost every social justice topic and made a lot of lives better and yet…#cheated on his wife#alas#sorry to spill your tea Randy but you marched in the first Pride in Boston so perhaps it evens out#Grammy was happier with her second husband anyway
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when will we get another akihane song. its all i want orz screaming and crying and rolling on the ground
#i was listening through the recent vbs songs and like im literally grasping at akihane scraps#like whenever they have lines or a verse together im like omg and i reach so far with the meaning#i think so often about if the no good parts of you and me we hide by standing back to back#and how they both constantly view themselves as inadequate compared to their partners and constantly have this need to prove their worth#and it would almost be like shameful for them to embody what this line is saying but like they have to they have to lean on people#they have to lean on each other even if they do feel like theyre cheating#akikoha#akihane#shinonome akito#azusawa kohane#pjsekai
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I literally just platnium'd FFX by by some miracle successfully getting Yojimbo to Zanmato like 3 of the Dark Aeons, Nemesis, and fucking PENANCE bro 😭😭😭😭😭
I can't believe that worked I feel so fucking insane right now I was fully prepared to fight all of these bosses on my own and suffer and rage and cry akalksksksk
BUT I'M SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
#I've spent the last WEEK grinding and fighting bosses and filling out the sphere grid and grinding for armor customization#and just being CURIOUS if I could even get 1 zanmato much less like SEVERAL aksksksk#I feel like I almost cheated but like zanmato is a legitimate strat if you can get him to perform one#i can't believe it works on fucking penance bro I honestly thought it didn't and I just summoned him to tank his attack and he did it aksks#yojimbo you are insane I love you#abby's in her unhinged era#aberooski games#final fantasy#final fantasy x#ffx#this is my favorite game ever made ever and now I've completed it I feel so crazyyyyyyy#140 hour playtime on my completionist save too like I expected that to be a LOT higher cuz no way was I expecting to get that many zanmatos
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I really don’t want to be someone with trust issues but i think im really really going to struggle to trust anyone again
#not even in terms of cheating i mean maybe partially#but there’s such a running theme where people completely lie about their intentions#and who they are#and are sneaky behind my back#and I’ve had so many things turn from perfect to devastating almost overnight#that it’s always going to make me insecure I think#because I’m seeing such a pattern of things never being how they seem#I feel like the biggest damn fool#for the first time in a long. time i actually felt safe and calm and cared for#i absolutely can’t comprehend the flip that’s happened this week#it has put me so on edge
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never wishing upon my female mortal enemies to fall in love with your straight girl bsf as it is actually another way to kill yourself
#i fell in love with her again#i think#shes the first and onlt person ive ever been in love with#i was there through every man giving her advice to move on why wont she move on to me#ok im done talking so sorry guys my day started out rlly bad bcuz of the yuckys#i used to think about her all the time now i feel so normal about her but also like.. not?? idk#i wont cheat on her i wont make her do things i wont suck her toes (like on of her exes) i wont give her anything bad#i wont say bad things behind her back i wont go against her i want to be her gf why wont she let me when will i be pretty enough for her#ugh real life yuri sucks so bad dude#SHE SLEEPS IN MY BED SHE SPENDS ALMOST EVERY NIGHT WITH ME#SHE GETS CLOSE TO ME SOMETIMES AND I WANNA KISS HER i never really felt this way ever#im just gonna keep this post up this is honestly the ONLY place where ill dump all this shit no one needs to know im a little fruity
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#Bleach#ichibe hyosube#yhwach#what more can I say about this art?#it's so good#it almost feels like cheating#it's so in Kubo's wheelhouse
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i bet you know how these two pairs are the same one ship
and i FUCKING HATE them both for that
shit's gross, i'm actually anwell
i'll rant on my stupid tags but this is important
#i'm bi and i hate all of this shit#cazzie#madlyn#well okay to be fair i don't hate the first one#but ONLY cause i shipped them long before they turned out the way they did#but i HATE IT when they take “straight” girl in “straight” (and in both instances in actually decent) relationship#and make them “bi” just so they can legally push them into lesbian relationship#FFS#and once again it's kinda okay with cazzie cause they were like legit friends with legit development and all#and writers only made casey an asshole in order for wlw ship to happen instead o ongoing wlm one#but with ash and maddox they made two inocent boys to be fucking assholes just so “bi” girl could be legal lesbian?#i'm sick of this gross fucking trope it's so shit and everyone who use them is shit too#also making one bi character an actual cheater and another bi character almost a cheater???? out of the only two confirmed bisexuals#WOW just wow#and they both cheating and almost cheating with the sex opposite to their actual significan other's sex? REALLY?????#p.s. i don't hate madlyn per say it's okay as a ship and all go queen all that#but the way they were inserted in canon is outraging that's it#same goes for cazzie#i was shipping them from like their start and ypu know the feeling when you actually see your ship having canon feelings?#well for me it wasn't all that fun cause i knew THE PRICE#and i will never forgive writers for how shitty they made me feel about my beloved ship becoming an actual canon
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remembering that Caleb originally designed the Vault of Amber to carry corpses--specifically, he envisioned killing Astrid and Wulf, using their remains as stand-ins for his parents' dead bodies, and that's...a lot. But--
It was supposed to be for carrying corpses. For making them conveniently disappear. When the Nein talk about bringing Molly back to the Blooming Grove to give him a proper burial, Caleb starts ritually casting Vault of Amber. "To take him with us," he says. Because that's exactly what this spell is built for, to carry bodies. And while Molly's lying there lifeless, Caleb is right beside him, still concentrating on his spell.
I don't know. Something about how he built this portable coffin to carry his former lovers who betrayed him. Something about how he was going to keep Molly in there. Caleb still wanting to hold onto his Circus Man in some way. His magic wasn't enough to save him, but. For just a moment, he still wants to keep him close.
And then, before the spell can take hold, when he's still looking down at Mollymauk and truly believes him to be gone--miraculously, his eyes open--
#it is truly so tragic and haunting to me what his original plan was for the vault#and just. how caleb seems to feel like he had no other options--#caleb designing it specifically as his own means of changing fate and cheating death and. the notion that it was intended to hold bodies#how caleb always seems to be holding onto his loved ones when they are gone and cant bear to let them go#the fact that he as literally right beside molly still focused on his spell when this tiefling just bolts up and rUNS--#also would tealeaf survive being in the vault of amber if caleb's spell finished before the divine intervention asklsfkdgh#i think it would be cute to carry him around in a little pocket sized gem. a travel sized tief--#do you think at some point jester was like 'ya king its a good thing caduceus got the wildmother when he did because caleb almost#put you in his magic suitcase--'
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during my first shameless rewatch i was sooo bored by mike but in my second rewatch i must admit :/ he is very nice :/ i still think he’s boring and the shameless subreddit like LOVEEE him and i don’t really Get It. but he probably is the nicest guy fiona’s been with 😭
#sorry to be shameless posting AGAIN. SO SOON#but i’m literally on the ep where they first almost hook up#and i’m just like UGH#and also i do hate that fiona cheats on him with his brother lmao#but also always feels weird he’s her boss 😔#but whatever 😔 it’s a tv show 😔#hehe
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i remembered that like 2 years ago i had a vague idea for a roguelite-y game but aside from the issue of "Making those seems to involve a lot of math" the other issue is that most of my attachment to the idea stemmed from the theme being cool (imo an important factor for a roguelike is the theme being cool. this is partly why neon abyss is mediocre because its item theming is really all over the place (in addition to there just being no way to infer what items do because theres no rhyme or reason to them)) but then the half of my brain that isn't occupied by playing roguelikes without thinking about anything in them at all re-activates and goes "Well then the story should be cool too right or else its a waste of all these cool-looking things" but it's really hard to make the story cool or even particularly existent when everything only happens at random
#hades managed it but hades had a particular setting that made that convenient. Also I never got very far so I'm just saying that#because that's what other people say. So I have no idea what i'm talking about.#a hub kind of feels like cheating almost but having npcs randomly generate in the actual game part would be like...a kerfuffle...#the world will never see my extremely groundbreaking work What If There Was An Evil Forest
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updated overall faves from the top of my head:
cassandra who's afraid of little old me? the bolter but daddy i love him guilty as sin? the alchemy florida!!! the smallest man who ever lived
#the thing is is like. i do genuinely enjoy almost all of the songs. they're just kinda forgettable and blend after#so the standouts end up being a lot of ttpd because i like every song except robin really on the anthology#but cassandra and the bolter are the WOW ones#whereas the other ttpd songs kinda blend or are v distinct but not totally my vibe (down bad / i can do it with a broken heart)#but these are like i know what the song is and i know i like it and it stands out <3#these are the songs that i could probably type into youtube like i wanna listen to that now#when overall this is an album that's like. i'll listen all the way through bc there are no like repeaters To Me#(like stay don't go or haunted or long live or would've could've should've or nothing new that i would play every day)#(i don't really have that here)#i'm sure there are others like the prophecy or the manuscript or i look in people's windows or the black dog or i hate it here#bc i know i like them when they come on#but i also need them to come on you feel me#long explanations no one cares about but i am SORTING THOUHGTS#ooc.#tbd.#i don't really have a skip song but i don't really have a repeater either u get me#so funny of me to by like ivy <3 guilty as sin <3 is it over now <3#when songs that get into my top 3 are about cheating look the other way?
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